The Parents' Review
A Monthly Magazine of Home-Training and Culture
Edited by Charlotte Mason.
"Education is an atmosphere, a discipline, a life."
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Christmas Angels.
A Story for Children.
by Violet Picton-Warlow.
Volume 3, 1892/93, pgs. 734-740
[Violet Picton-Warlow, 1869-1951, was born in India to Welsh parents. In 1904, she married the writer Ralph Durand and they adopted and raised her disabled neice.]
Two children were waiting alone in a large nursery one Christmas Eve, a
good many years ago. The walls of the rooms were almost covered with
brightly-coloured pictures, and round the frames of these pictures were
twisted wreaths of holly and evergreens. Over the mantel-piece hung a
print, representing an angel standing upon a snowy plain; in his hands
he held a branch of mistletoe, Christmas roses were blossoming at his
feet, and on the ground around him lay quantities of toys,
picture-books, dogs, every possible thing that any child could wish to
possess. Underneath this engraving were printed the words--"The
Children's Christmas Angel."
Tea-things were laid out upon the nursery table, but the tea itself had
not yet been brought up, and Mab and Jack were waiting in the dusk, by
the blazing fire, the light of which fell full upon their faces, until
the nurse should re-appear with the tea-pot and lamp. The little boy
and girl were twins of six years old; their birthday had passed just a
month ago. They thought it a great pity that they only had one birthday
between them, for that meant only one extra holiday in the year instead
of two. Jack was a little taller than Mab; he had curly dark hair,
brown eyes, and a brown skin; Mab's hair was also dark and curly, but
her eyes were blue, and her complexion very fair. Considering that the
children were twins, they were not very much alike. Jack was lying on
the hearthrug, with his head on his hands, doing nothing at all. Mab
was sitting on a little stool at his feet, by the side of the fire; she
had been looking at a picture-book by the light of the flames, but it
had now slipped unheeded from her lap to the floor; her arms were
clasped round her knees, and she was gazing into the glowing coals,
evidently thinking deeply. Suddenly Jack sat up and began to whistle,
or rather, began trying to whistle, for he could not manage it at all;
one heard much puffing and blowing out of breath, but very little sound
else, and although he thought the performance quite lovely, what other
sounds he did produce were most unmusical. He was very proud of this
accomplishment, and had been practising it hard for weeks, under the
tuition of Jim, a little next-door neighbour. Jim was eight years old,
and went every day to a real boy's school where they had masters, so
Jack, who went to a Kindergarten with Mab, looked upon him as a very
grand person indeed. The tune he was now puffing out with a great deal
of trouble was "Good King Winsilas." This noise aroused Mab from her
day-dream, she slipped off her stool on to the hearthrug near her
brother, and said--
"What do you think the Christmas Angel will bring us to-night,
Dzaak?"--"Jack" was a word Mab had not yet learnt to say properly; her
"a's" were always very broad and "j" she looked upon as an impossible
letter to pronounce.
Jack's puckered lips resumed their usual shape, and he answered her
question by another.
"What do you want most, Mab? I want a ball, and some marbles, and a
paint-box, and a cricket-bat, and lots of oranges and apples."
Mab looked at him in surprise.
"Who's going to play cricket with you, Dzaak?" she asked.
"Jim, of course."
"Where are you going to play? You can't in the streets, Mummy won't let
you."
"Don't want to play in the streets. We'll do it in our own back-yard."
"Then I can come too," said Mab. She was not very fond of Jim, because
she was afraid Jack liked running about with him better than playing
with her. She almost expected now to hear her brother say she could not
play cricket with them, but he said nothing of the sort.
"Of course you can," he replied. "We'll have awful fun; one to bat, one
to bowl, and one to run after the ball. You didn't tell me what you
wanted, Mab."
"I want a big book of fairy-tales, and I want a lovely
dolly that can open and shut its eyes, like the one we saw in the shop,
do you remember, Dzaak?"
For when Jim was not there, Jack sometimes
joined his little sister in her games with her dolls, and was most
clever in mending broken legs and arms, and in patching up dollies'
chairs and tables, but not for worlds would he have allowed his
boy-friends to know this.
"Only I don't think the Angel could possibly put that doll in my
stocking," went on Mab. "Do you think I'd better ask Father to let me
hang up one of his? I don't think even that would large 'nough! And if
the Angel couldn't find anywhere to put my dolly, he might take it away
again."
"Oh, that'll be all right," said Jack cheerfully. "He wouldn't take it
away 'cos of that, he'd stick it on the table or somewhere. Besides,
Jim says there's no such things as Christmas Angels. I 'blieve it's
just Mummy brings our toys."
"Dzim's a bad boy, and he doesn't know anything 'bout it," sad Mab with
decision. "Mummy said to me to-day, 'I wonder if the Angel will bring
you a dolly, Mab?' And she knows better'n Dzim," the little girl added,
scornfully. "The man who painted that picture," she looked over the
mantel-piece as she spoke, "must have seen one, else how did he know
what they were like?"
Jack said no more. It was very strange that Jim could be wrong, but
Mab's argument seemed to him unanswerable. "How could a man make a
picture of anything he had never seen?" Besides, nurse now appeared
with a tray, and no more talk about Christmas Angels was possible; for
children seldom speak before "grown-ups" in the way that they do when
they are alone.
After tea the twins always went to the drawing-room for an hour, and
Mummy generally told them fairy-tales, or Father romped with them; but
this evening they all talked together about many things, and afterwards
Mummy told them once again the story of the Christ-child that they
already knew so well, but were never tired of hearing. At half-past
seven, after having said their prayers, which they always did
downstairs, they went up again to the nursery. As Mab said good-night
to her mother, she whispered, "Mummy, do you really think the Christmas
Angel will bring me a dolly?"
"I'm quite sure he will," answered Mummy, smiling as she thought of her
little daughter's longed-for treasure, which could open and shut its
eyes, lying in a box in her room, wrapped in many folds of silver
paper. So Mab went to bed perfectly happy. She slept in a room with
Nurse, and Jack had a little room that opened into hers; the door
between the two was always left open at night, because Mab said that
when it was open, Jack didn't seem so far away as when it was shut.
Both the children had made up their minds to stay awake "all night," in
hopes of seeing the Angel, but, strange to say, they had scarcely been
in bed half an hour before they both fell fast asleep. Suddenly Mab
awoke; she thought she must have been asleep for hours, and that it was
now the middle of the night; but it really was not yet ten o'clock. To
her surprise, the room was quite light, not with daylight, but as if
there were a lamp or candle burning on the other side of her
bed-curtains. She saw no one in the room, and was very much puzzled. "I
wonder who it can be," she thought. "It was quite dark when I went to
sleep. And why isn't Nursie here?" She sat up and peeped round the
curtain; a small lamp had been placed on a table near the bed. Then the
thought flashed across her mind that the Christmas Angel would soon
appear. "Of course, Mummy must have left the lamp here so that he could
see where to put our presents. I hope he'll come soon." Just at that
moment she heard footsteps outside, and she lay back again, scarcely
able to breathe with excitement. She watched the door as it opened, and
saw--was it possible?--Mummy, carrying a large wax doll in her hands
and various parcels under her arms. "Oh, what a lovely dolly," thought
Mab; "but why has Mummy got it?" From beneath her half-closed eyelids
she watched her mother as she placed the doll on the table, filled the
little stocking that lay there ready with odds and ends of the kind
that children love, and then, taking up the lamp, left the room as
quietly as possible. Only after she had gone did Mab realise that no
Christmas Angel would she see to-night, and that Mummy had done what
she had looked upon as his work. Could it be that Jim was right, after
all, in what he had told Jack? And if so, what about Mummy? One of them
must be wrong. Poor little Mab was so troubled that she could not go to
sleep again; she jumped out of bed, and ran into her brother's room to
tell him all about it. In her anxiety to awaken him without loss of
time she twisted her fingers in his curly locks and gave them a good
pull.
"Dzaak, Dzaak," she said half crying; "do wake up, oh, do wake up
quick!"
"Ou," growled Jack sleepily, "is it you, Mab? Just leave my
hair alone. And what do you want? 'Tisn't time to get up, I don't
b'lieve. I'm 'sleep."
"No, you're not 'sleep, 'cos I've just waked you.
And it was Mummy put the toys in our rooms; I saw her. Come downstairs
with me, and let's ask her. I'm 'fraid to go alone. Do come, dear
Dzaak!"
Poor Jack got out of his nice warm bed, and hand-in-hand the two little
white-robed figures crept through the dark rooms into the lighted
passage. Then they ran down the stairs to the drawing-room, and opening
the door saw mother and father talking by the fire. Dropping Jack's
hand, Mab rushed across the room to Mummy, and clinging round her neck,
began to sob bitterly. Jack followed more slowly, and stood gravely
watching his little sister.
"Why, Mab, my darling, whatever is the matter?" cried the startled
mother, lifting the shivering child into her lap and trying to soothe
her. But Mab could not speak for tears.
"Jack, what is it? Tell me at once," said Mummy, who was quite
frightened. Father had said nothing; but fetching his own coat from the
hall he wrapped Jack warmly up in it and took him on his knee, having
first given his wife the sofa-rug with which to cover the little girl.
"Now, my little man, let us hear all about it," he said. "Did Mab have
a bad dream?"
"I don't know," said Jack. "But she saw Mummy fill our stockings, and
she thought the Angel would do it. And Jim said there wasn't a
Christmas Angel; and she didn't b'lieve him. And now she's 'fraid there
really isn't one, and she's sorry. And so 'm I. It's such a pretty
picture. And if the man never saw one, how did he paint it? So she's
crying." Father looked hopelessly bewildered over this explanation; but
Mummy understood at once. Mummy always did understand.
"Say that there is a Christmas Angel, Mummy," sobbed Mab. "Say Dzim was
wrong. There is one, really, isn't there?"
Poor Mummy at first did not quite know what to answer; she reflected
that perhaps she had been a little to blame for having allowed Mab to
believe that the pretty stories she had heard of Christmas Angels and
their gifts were all perfectly true, word for word. She thought it over
for a few moments, and then:
"My darlings," she said, "there is certainly a Christmas Angel, but he
doesn't give us such thing as you had asked for; the gifts he brings
are far better."
Mab began to feel interested, and her sobs ceased.
"What does he bring us, Mummy?" asked Jack.
"He brings us gifts from Heaven, dear; gifts of peace and good-will,
far more precious than any earthly things we may wish to have. He comes
from God, because he is the Spirit of Love that was in the Christ-child
Himself. You cannot see him, neither can I, nor anyone else, but some
day you will see the Christ-child in Heaven if you try to be like Him.
Do you understand, darlings?"
"I don't know--I think so--a little," said Mab. She was very small, but
she understood quite enough to comfort her greatly. Mummy always knew
everything, and if she said there was a Christmas Angel, a Christmas
Angel there must be, whether one could see him or not. That was the
reasoning of Mummy's little daughter, and very good reasoning it was.
Then Father carried her upstairs again, and Mummy carried Jack. By this
time they were very sleepy; indeed, Mab fell asleep almost before she
was put into bed again, but she woke up enough to murmur, as Mummy
stooped down to kiss her, "And Dzim was wrong."
Jack next day explained the matter to Jim in this way: "Mummy says the
Christmas Angel is the kind of feeling that makes you want to be nice
to everyone at Christmas." I think he had understood his mother's
meaning very well, don't you?
But it was a long time before he understood how "a man could make a
picture of anything he had never seen!" He understands it now though,
for last year he painted a beautiful picture of himself and Mab by the
fire in their old nursery, with the light of the flames upon their
faces; he is lying with his head upon his hands, and Mab is sitting on
a little stool at the side of the hearth; a picture-book is lying on
the floor beside her; she has her hands clasped over her knees, and is
gazing at the glowing coals. He signs his pictures "Dzaak," and
strangers seeing them always think he must be a foreigner.
"For Dzaak," they say, "is most certainly not an English name." Nobody
but himself and Mab knows why he calls himself so, for it never occurs
to anyone that it is simply a little child's way of pronouncing that
very English name, "Jack."
The painting of himself and his little sister is called "One Christmas
Eve." I asked Mab what the name meant, and she told me this story of
the Christmas Angel.
Proofread by LNL, August, 2023
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